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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Today I discovered an article written by my dearest friend half a year ago.
What he said was exactly what i was thinking since May2003... two years ago...when Faith and Ching bring me to church.

[They believe that through physically doing good things, they will gain the so-called "faith" in Christ. Not really knowing whether that "faith" really rests inside them, they do not know whether they are saved. Furthermore, when they have no confidence of determining whether they are saved or not, they do not even want to think further whether they will be given eternal life; and so it spirals back to the beginning thinking that they must do more good things in order to be more "eligible" to be saved and so on.]

i knew that no matter what good things i did couldnt make me "eligible" for eternal life.. it really depends how God judge you in the final day.
Bible says, the only way to have eternal life come from Jesus Christ.
nonetheless, i dont know if my "faith" is strong enough or not
or do i really have the "faith" to believe in God?
logically, i knew the only way is to believe.
but deep inside my heart, am i really trusting the words in Bible?
if Yes.. then how much do i trust?
i can easliy tells everybody i totally trust Jesus Christ is our Savior, but is it truthly said from my heart?
how do i know if i am really telling the truth or just simply copying what i heard from others saying?
i am not sure...
and hence, how can i dare to think of the term "eternal life"?
these questionssss harass me for looong time..
since i started to say.. yes, i want to know more
God gave me billions of chances to experience His existence..
so now i can proudly tell others i can feel Gods existence
i've got a feeling... i am nearly there.. just a few steps...
when and how could i cross those steps? well....i cant answer
i am still waiting for the "TINK" moment..

posted by Sharon @ 5:59 pm