Surprise
Wednesday, November 02, 2005Surprise~~
Mum talked to me last night. She asked me if i want to go to
She told me that if my father allows me to go, then she would agree with whatever he has desicied. Its really a surprising news for Ivan and me~ Hehehe... (But hey... I suddenly recognise I have never asked Ivan before.... in fact does he want me to go?)
Today I saw father was online and talked to him in Yahoo. And he said YES immediately. I was half surprised he was so easy! But I guess he hasnt thought of the complexity of the issue. So I explained the "issue" to him and told him to make the decision again. I dont want to make him think I've cheated.
And,,, it is the very first time I can feel he treats me as a grown-up. =﹏=
Another thing is... last night when mum changed her mind, she said "don't think it is because your God helps you!".. i was very "mo noi" when i heard this... hai... does she really hate the Lord so much? I am worried....*sign... and she doesnt understand.... I am not the master of my life already. I wouldnt say "I want this I want that" in prayer, becos I believe whatever is going to happen, God will guide me through. However in her mind, He is just the same as the god that she believes in. *sign.. should I explain to her some day in the future? and.. am i able to do this? I dont know la....:(
But actually... last night I just discover I didnt pray to God "I want to go to
hehe.. I am quite happy to see my attitude to God has now changed a little bit~* perhaps it is the good thing of this not-so-good event again~
posted by Sharon @ 11:19 am
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